Most people will agree that an abundance of pesticides probably isn't good for you. I am going to take this line of thought and apply it to homework regarding pesticides. Seriously reading about chlorpyrifos accumulating in the placenta is not fun and isn't improving my less than pleasant disposition.
I will have to say in some ways I am thankful to this horrid paper I am supposed to be composing because I have become even more anal about all the chemical byproducts that are produced in agriculture and other mass manufacturing processes...In fact, I have even become a weekly food purchaser of a CSA group in Washington, www.fullcirclefarms.com. Its great so far. I just need to get around to eating more of it. Which leads me to my next point.
This past weekend my boyfriend went to a snowmachine/ski race in Paxson...and I went to a Backyardagains birthday party in Anchorage for my three year old nephew. Both of us had a very good, very unhealthy trip (chocolate cake..pizza and dear lord knows what my boyfriend ate) Now we are back in town and we are supposed to be starting this new life of healthy eating and exercise...well Saturday and Sunday I was suffering for a terrible migraine probably brought on by eating so badly the previous days...and now I have this blasted paper to work on and he just found out that he is going to Anchorage for three days tomorrow. When is this new life supposed to begin?!?
More importantly, when is spring supposed to begin? Its the stinkin' middle of April and we got six inches of accumulation today.
I must apologize for my first post being sooo incredibly lame. I will be the first to admit, I am in one TERRIBLE mood.
Not only do I have this stupid paper weighing on my shoulders but I am having one of those "women's intuition" moments. As corny and unpractical as it seems I can't deny it. Its there. And the worst part of it is while rare, its exceedingly accurate, and never good. I seem to have a sense for when relationship trouble is on the horizon. When I heard about this Anchorage trip that my boyfriend is going to be taking, it was literally as though someone kicked me in the stomach. I am not that clingy girlfriend that has to spend every moment of every day with my significant other...nope this is not the issue at all. This feeling is the feeling of someone else entering my perfect little world and I don't like it one bit. You see, I am soo good at this that I was able to browse facebook months before me and my ex broke up and I picked out three of the girls he was going to date after me without either of us having either met them. I am good. dang good. and that's what scares me.I have been sooo happy and I really believe I have a very wonderful relationship, and have had this for almost a year now...but this is the first time I have gotten this feeling while I have been with this boyfriend. And now there is nothing to do but sit, and wait till Thursday evening when he is back with me again.
On a different note I am watching a DVR of Lipstick Jungle, maybe some mindless smut is what I need.
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